July 2, 2008 at 12:36 am (Misc)
Why bother with people who are jealous of others?
Is it so difficult to accept that there are those who are really and truly happy with their own lives?
If you look at everything with negativity in mind then of course you will get the wrong impression… Why do humans like picking out faults or stating negative issues when there’s a better more positive way of thinking and doing things?
It’s sad.. really sad how some people have to resort to screwing around with other peoples lives just for kicks instead of concentrating on their own lives… cause if one is content and happy with ones own life one wouldn’t even have the need, or time to screw around with others…
oh well… that’s humans for ya…
anyway, this month will prob be the only month i can blog… might be travelling loads after this due to work… 
can’t wait to get the ball rolling..
got so many ppl to meet with yet.. so little time…
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June 30, 2008 at 11:56 pm (Misc)
If only hypocrites had the courage to divulge their real identities…
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June 30, 2008 at 12:32 am (Misc, jewellery)
As I still have yet to decide on the 3 job offers that have come in… i might actually go to s’pore and complete my studies in terms of learning how to do metal-smithing…
I still find it rather strange how i only sent my resume in for 1 job and ended up with 3 offers from different companies.. lol.. sometimes God works in weird ways..
Oh well, my final decision should probably be by mid of this month… i hope i make the right choice…
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June 29, 2008 at 2:50 pm (Thoughts)
Sometimes people tend to confuse things about others when they don’t know the person well enough to speak out… isn’t that common? and i must admit rather annoying as well. It’s sad how simple-minded human beings can be without ever truly realising it.
When we think we know someone, we should always think back and think about it properly as the truth is, we probably don’t know anything about anyone except what they seem to be portraying about themselves. As, when do we truly show our “real” nature to those we do not know and especially those we have no intentions of divulging our feelings to?
Most blogs now-days are so commercialised that they aren’t even personal anymore to the point where everything is blogged and “talked” about just for the sake of the readers. Why? well, because we just want someone to “witness” our life. Even if they only know a fraction about it tru words. Human nature? call it what u will but no matter what, everyone wants someone to care about them.
Try not to mistaken someones happiness for insecurity. Look at your own life first before judging someone else’s.
We make choices in life that we have to live with. As long as there’s no regret, there’s no sadness just lessons learnt. We choose who we listen to, who we ignore, who we learn from and who we want to become in our own path called life.
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June 24, 2008 at 5:21 pm (Misc)
As with all things good or bad-it always has to have a beginning and and end so that there will be another even greater beginning
Finally the end to the one thing i thought was good when i first started turned out to be nothing but stressful frustration with no outlet. This isn’t even inclusive of the lack of brain usage which causes extreme boredom and zombie-ness…
However i’m feeling extremely optimistic about my future prospects.. for now, i will just enjoy the present feeling of an “end” that i’ve been anxiously awaiting…
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June 23, 2008 at 10:56 am (Misc)
I haven’t fallen sick this often since.. well… quite frankly.. i can’t remember… but ever since i started work here i’ve been falling sick almost ALL the time and the thing is, it happens more often the longer i stay and the more frustrated i get at the “boss” and “job” or lack-thereof…
plus i need to go back to c the accupunturist for my last session as i think she did something to my throat and it’s been wonky ever since.. so i wanna get it “reset” back to when it wasn’t so bad and i didn’t have to always clear my throat or worry about phlegm every single day.. ><”
Also need to fix car, get soles… *sigh*
so much money to be spent this month.. :’(
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June 21, 2008 at 4:45 pm (Misc, Thoughts)
I’m so bored and my brain cells are dying every time i have to be at work.. 2 more days in this hell-hole and i’m FREE! thank god. Bloody useless place to be wasting my time in.. ><”
Tuesday night Matt’s planning for dinner at Jogoya in Starhill to celebrate my last day in a dead-end job.. can’t wait!
Plus, there’s even better news!!! The indi film matt & chi ho are in will also be showing in S’pore! how cool is that? must tell my brother to watch out for it.
Also, i might start up a side business.. doing what? i haven’t completely decided yet as it would ultimately depend on which job i intend to do in August.
All of a sudden i have so many choices in terms of work place, environment and they all seem to be pretty interesting and one-off opportunities for the time being. Of which i have no qualms over but i do hope i make the right choice considering that alot more is at stake..
Can’t divulge on all the details at this point in time but lets just say i gotta decide if i wanna stay in m’sia/s’pore or start up my own thing, or earn lots of money somewhere else, or divert my career path, or do several things at once.. or.. well, u get the picture. if i seem to have made things more complicated then.. oh well.. it’ll be clearer in about a couple weeks when all the options are clearer.
But to say that i may have no clue as to which one tops the list i would be lying as i have the ideal working fun fulfilling life in my head. Whether or not i get what i pictured would be a matter of prayers, luck and working smart. 
When life throws u lemons, you make lemonade.. lol.. an overused phrase is an understatement. I’m sure things will come to show its true form and path sooner or later…
Following my heart…. letting God guide me… listening to family and loved ones… they ultimately will mold the path my life will take.
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